A Silent War Within

Mattie Ann: Navigating Trauma, Breaking Curses & The Reality of EMS

In this deeply personal and powerful episode, we sit down with Mattie (also known as The Redheaded Medic) to discuss her journey through paramedicine, facing trauma, and her mission to break generational cycles. Mattie shares her raw, unfiltered story, revealing the emotional toll of EMS work and the profound impact of unhealed trauma. She speaks openly about the stigma of not being okay and the immense courage it takes to seek help and heal.
We explore her fight for justice and healing, as well as her advice for struggling paramedics who may feel isolated in their experiences. The conversation also delves into the complex topics of family trauma and its legacy, and the transformative power of vulnerability and support. Mattie shares how she has turned her struggles into strength, offering powerful lessons on navigating parental guilt, defining moments in life, and the emotional complexities of pediatric emergencies.
This episode is a vital conversation about the importance of authenticity and community engagement in the digital age, and a call to action to break generational curses. Join us as we explore the reality of EMS work and the hope that comes from transforming struggles into strength.
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Beyond the Images: Catherine Payton

In this episode of "A Silent War Within," host Kevin Whitsell welcomes Catherine Payton, known as Rad Tech Catherine on TikTok, to discuss the unseen emotional toll of diagnostic healthcare. Catherine shares her journey from a single mom to a radiology technologist, highlighting the challenges and rewards of the profession. Together, they explore the impact of mental health on healthcare workers, the importance of empathy, and the power of sharing personal stories to break stigmas. Tune in for an insightful conversation that delves into the heart of healthcare's emotional landscape.

Coty Barker - Financial Stability as a Foundation for First Responder Mental Wellness

In this crucial episode, we sit down with Coty Barker, a unique professional who combines extensive experience as a Law Enforcement Officer & Financial Planner. Coty leads a firm exclusively dedicated to first responders, medical workers, and dispatchers, offering a perspective that directly links financial health to mental well-being.
We dive into the profound impact of financial struggle on the mental health of our frontline brothers and sisters, exploring how debt, worries about retirement, and the pressure of providing can erode inner peace and affect performance on duty. Coty shares his firm's unwavering commitment to provide free, lifelong financial planning to families of fallen heroes, highlighting the deep meaning behind this promise.
This conversation uncovers the often-overlooked pillar of financial stability in holistic wellness. Coty explains his firm's fee-only, fiduciary approach, ensuring advice is always in the client's best interest. He offers practical insights on investing, insurance, cash flow, debt, and estate planning, emphasizing that financial control is a powerful tool for mental resilience.

The Salty Paramedic - Humor, Hard Truths & Healing: Don't Lose Yourself

In this candid and powerful episode, we sit down with the widely recognized voice of The Salty Paramedic. He shares his extensive career journey in paramedicine and explores how his unique brand of humor serves as a vital, yet sometimes misunderstood, coping mechanism in the field.
We dive deep into the raw realities of the job, discussing the emotional toll, the insidious nature of burnout, and how the cumulative impact of trauma can manifest. The Salty Paramedic bravely confronts the ingrained "suck it up" culture in EMS and its devastating effects on mental health.
Most importantly, we explore the profound message of his book, "Don't Lose Yourself," offering insights and actionable strategies for providers to maintain their identity, manage PTSD symptoms, and find genuine healing amidst the chaos. This conversation is a call to break the silence and ensure that no one loses themselves in the service of others.

ShadeTree's Blueprint: Navigating ADHD, PTSD & Inner Peace in EMS

In this deeply authentic episode, we sit down with Greg Carr, the paramedic and educator behind @ShadeTreeCardiology. Greg's commitment to genuine connection shines through as he shares his unique blueprint for navigating the demanding world of EMS.
We dive into his personal journey with ADHD, exploring what it's like to be neurodivergent in a high-stimulus, high-stress environment, and the unique strengths and challenges it presents. Greg also bravely opens up about his profound experience with PTSD from his extensive military and EMS career, revealing how his own "silent wounds exploded" and propelled him onto a path of healing.
This conversation offers invaluable insights into cultivating kindness in patient care, the actionable strategies he uses to "guard his inner peace," and how he sustains a healthy family life amidst the chaos of travel assignments. Greg's wisdom provides a powerful guide for every frontline hero seeking to understand themselves better and find lasting well-being.

Navigating the Soul's Burden w/ Dr. Rev. Sarita Wilson-Anderson

In this insightful episode, we explore the delicate balance between professional responsibilities and personal life in high-stress jobs. Our guests share their personal experiences and strategies for managing the demands of their careers while maintaining a fulfilling personal life. From setting boundaries to practicing self-care, discover practical tips and heartfelt stories that highlight the importance of finding harmony in a hectic world. Whether you're a healthcare professional, first responder, or anyone juggling a demanding career, this episode offers valuable insights to help you thrive both at work and at home.

The Unspoken Battles: Unpacking Unhealthy Coping, Systemic Silence, and Internal Toxicity in EMS- Paramedic Sophie Fuller

In this vital episode, we sit down with Sophie Fuller, a paramedic and powerful TikTok voice known as @paramedic Sophie. Sophie's candid, unfiltered content about the emotional toll of the job has resonated with a massive audience, and in this conversation, she takes us into the heart of the unspoken struggles.
We explore her most impactful themes, including the raw reality of the "aftermath," the dangers of unhealthy coping mechanisms like substance use, and the systemic silence that often surrounds mental health in EMS. Sophie also speaks candidly about the internal toxicity of the "rumor mill" and the courageous work of building a culture of kindness and genuine support.
This is a critical conversation that challenges the status quo, offering powerful insights into why we must dismantle old narratives and embrace vulnerability as a path to healing.

The Unseen Wounds: Authenticity, Aftermath & The Courage to Heal -Jimmy Apple, @EMSAvenger

In this powerful episode, we’re joined by our first guest, Jimmy Apple, a paramedic and TikTok creator known as @EMSAvenger. Jimmy's raw authenticity and humor have resonated with over 67k followers, and in this conversation, he takes us deeper into the realities of life on the frontlines.
We dive into his most thought-provoking themes, including the idea of "EMS attracting broken people," the profound emotional "aftermath" of tough calls, and the dangers of unhealthy coping mechanisms. Jimmy also speaks candidly about the internal toxicity of the "rumor mill" in EMS and the courageous work of building a culture of kindness and genuine support.
This is a vital conversation that confronts the core of our "silent war," offering powerful insights into how to find healing and connection in a demanding and often unforgiving environment.

Our Story & Our Mission: Launching A Silent War Within

In this foundational episode, your hosts Kevin Whitsell and Kim Burgess pull back the curtain to share their personal journeys and the powerful "why" behind launching this vital podcast. This isn't just an introduction; it's a look at the decades of experience that fueled their mission.
You'll hear from Kevin about his unique path from running a radio station at 18 to a 20-year career as a firefighter and paramedic, and how a pivotal pediatric cardiac arrest call became a powerful catalyst for his mental health advocacy. Kim, a 13-year pediatric transport RT, shares her own insights into the emotional weight of caring for the most vulnerable and how that led to her passion for mental wellness.
This is a raw, honest look at the personal catalysts that propelled Kevin and Kim to create a dedicated space for heroes like you. They'll articulate their shared mission: to courageously confront and dismantle the pervasive stigma surrounding mental health in public safety and healthcare.
Join them as they lay the groundwork for a podcast where every first responder, healthcare professional, and their families can find understanding, resources, and a supportive community. This is more than just a show; it's an invitation to join a movement where your well-being truly comes first.